tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-54053920594695245892012-02-16T22:00:46.094-05:00NUCLEARnicolehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08484454094411752235noreply@blogger.comBlogger2341100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5405392059469524589.post-42653206661066136952010-06-06T15:41:00.001-04:002010-06-06T15:43:29.583-04:00

its just easier.and i'm too lazy for editing html anymore. haha.TheNuclearNicolevisit ittt.

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i see nothing wrong with being a lover of good food. why not have fun with your life while you have it, and do EVERYTHING you want to do.

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i miss the days when i used to want to be a fashion designer. :(women lie, men lie by NUCLEARnicole featuring Monsoon accessories

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STOP RUINING EVERYTHING I LIKE.take your faggotry somewhere else.

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it is perfectly ok to want to be alone.just because everyone's home doesn't mean you have to sit in the living room together,especially considering video games are BORING AS FUCK to watch.do what you want when you want.most of all, DGAF.

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new things are in order. i have a tendency to get bored.i'm already working on it.

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this is a good song.Carmen Queasy (Original Mix) -...

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TODAY WAS AWESOME!

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when i stress about shit i text my mom.usually she just tells me that everything will be ok and that i have to have faith that god will help me through it.i don't know if i believe in god, but it does always make me feel better.and things have always worked out, just like she says they will.i don't know why i worry so much.but i do.

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i think i need a bike.and i think i've figured out what to do.and it will not be cheap,but i will be free if only for a short little while.and maybe it'll teach me something,about me, and everyone around me.and maybe i'll feel better soon for good.

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old feelings creeping up again.

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the MCAT ($235)seriously guys? THATS SO EXPENSIVE.APPLICATIONS ($100-200)for real? not to mention, it is suggested you apply to 5-14 schoolsin order to have enough back ups.oh, and you have to do extremely well and have a competitive GPA and MCAT scores, because most schools only have 30-80 slots to fill.applying to med schools is a full time job in itself.AND I NEED TO GET MY SHIT TOGETHER AND

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junior year of high school, Mr. Wall (my APUSH) teacher was absent one day.we watched The Wizard of Oz synced up with the Dark Side of the Moon.It was wicked awesome.I've been hooked ever since. ♥

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jared leto's new mohawk more than any other mohawk ever.

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he makes everything look good.he is the master of every situation.

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its eerily familiar in a way i can't quite understand.Factor 1Aggressive narcissismGlibness/superficial charmGrandiose sense of self-worthPathological lyingCunning/manipulativeLack of remorse or guiltEmotionally shallowCallous/lack of empathyFailure to accept responsibility for own actionsFactor 2Socially deviant lifestyleNeed for stimulation/proneness to boredomParasitic lifestylePoor behavioral

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SUCK IT.

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some style inspiration from the past week or so ♥

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a. the hoodie footie snuggle suit. wow.b. I LOVE my cell and molecular biology lab. i'm so good at it and its so awesome.c. need inspiration? i'm here for you!

NUCLEARnicolehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08484454094411752235noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5405392059469524589.post-18704458717001015412010-02-07T22:40:00.000-05:002010-02-07T22:42:21.056-05:00

i like this van de kamps commercial because this little girl is a STRAIGHT UP BITCH. "what is this? MINCED? YOU FEED ME MINCED? YOU EVER CATCH A MINCED FISH?"ungrateful children these days.

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however, i watched the puppy bowl instead.it was fucking awesome and had a kitten halftime show.CUTE ANIMALS > FOOTBALLplus there was a puppy named tater-tot. DOESN'T GET CUTER THAN THAT SHIT!

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cant quite put my finger on it.hahahahahahahaha

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and furthermore, WHY IS IT SUPPOSEDLY ALWAYS MY FAULT.people need to stop fucking pretending shit didn't happen and just grow the fuck up and apologize. on the bright side, in the future i intend to own these.

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might not seem nice to say, but everyone else is thinking it.especially you.so i will do whatever the fuck i want.and everyone else can go fuck themselves.free weezy t-shirt design is playing itself out in my head beautifully.do you think they'll make wayne cut off his hair in jail??

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i put lil wayne's picture into the celebrity doppleganger site.this is what i got.seems legit.NOT.on the bright side, all of these celebrity dopplegangers are making my friends list HOTTT (via @wafflesgirls)

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Alternative boys who cry like girls. shut the fuck up, man up, or get out.girl talk. and all other "non-djs" like him. you shouldn't get paid to play other people's music.ridiculously pretentious hipsters who run around screaming about how alternative they are because they drink PBR and listen to shitty bands like "pretty lights". i promise you no one gives a fuck.people my age who are getting/

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StumbleUpon led me to some awesome places this week.Dirpy allows you to turn ANY youtube video into an mp3. thats right, its awesome. i'm pirating obtaining a lot of music right now and making epic cds.Pick The Perp allows you to see people who got arrested, laugh at their expense, and then try to guess who got arrested for what. its pretty much amazing.there were a lot more but you'll have to

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oh steve jobs, YOU SO CRAZY.your new giant ipod is so cute.

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adrian peterson vs. reggie bushreggie bush is hotter.SAINTS WIN AGAIN. hahahaha.

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"one, two, buckle my shoe. no one on the corner has swagger like i do"

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you are hot as fuck.

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i am just a wave, and i'm breaking.a problem to solve.perhaps your idea of a good christian nation is just wrong.prove to me otherwise.give me a reason to believe.

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evolutionmicrobial infections killing everyoneautonomous bipedal robots made of DNAamino acids creating basically everything needed for life

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in the long run, none of this matters.and in the future, i will still be me,while others search for someone new to be.in the meantime:PEOPLE I LOVE RIGHT NOW:aziz ansarikal pennhannabeth merjosmelissa greenjwoww and snookimichelle phansky ferreira

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The Stiff DylansUltravioletEver Fallen in LoveThe PipettesPull ShapesScouting for GirlsShe's So LovelyDizzee Rascal Ft. Calvin HarrisDance Wiv MeBirdman ft. Lil WayneAlways Strapped

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1. Cosmo UK. but ONLY the uk version.2. John Krasinski3. Georgia Groome4. AARON JOHNSON. 5.Lil' Wayne and Young Money6. Faye Reagan for American Apparel7.Jason Segel8. Neil Patrick Harris9. pink floyd10. Nicki Minaj aka the Harajuku Barbie

NUCLEARnicolehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08484454094411752235noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5405392059469524589.post-28692379726097692222010-01-15T15:18:00.004-05:002010-01-15T15:25:11.161-05:00

i like my classes and i feel at peace with the world.long weekend ahead with no homework or studying yet.excited.eye candy:

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that i am not you.

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why do i sometimes feel really great,then the next day feel super awkward?

NUCLEARnicolehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08484454094411752235noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5405392059469524589.post-84874212102654813762009-12-04T16:32:00.002-05:002009-12-04T16:33:07.811-05:00

i know why caffeine addictions are bad,one day i'm super hyped up and happy,the next i'm irritated and want to break things.i just want to be able to concentrate.i need ADD medicine.

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i'm tired of constantly answering to people.i answer to no one.i am not the bad guy because i'm living my life my way.get over yourself.

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"What makes you an alcoholic is when you feel the need for a drink. You are a binge drinker, and that's why you are trying to tell yourself the label doesn't apply to you. You are thinking that to be alcoholic you have to drink every day- and that's not always true. It becomes true the longer you remain an alcoholic not on the wagon, though. You have admitted you craved going out just to get

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you're new diet is working out really well for you.looking good these days.alcoholism does another body good.

NUCLEARnicolehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08484454094411752235noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5405392059469524589.post-61912774914884769522009-11-17T21:40:00.002-05:002009-11-17T21:45:52.160-05:00

things are different now.the best part is, i know i can't change them, and i don't care.not caring feels amazing.things are different now.i feel like people are spiraling out of control.but not me.and that is awesome.things are different now.people are fake.people are rude.people are whiny.things are different now.and i like it.because i have my own shit to do.and i'm getting it done.

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i'm pretty tired of constantly feeling like i'm doing something wrong when i know i'm not.if you have something to say, just say it.

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i have these plans, they're going to take me far away.you say you'll be there too, but who's to say,that in a city so large i'll even see your face?i need a serious change of pace.and to quote a favorite:and i swear to everything, when i leave this earth, it'll be on both feet, NEVER knees in the dirt.

NUCLEARnicolehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08484454094411752235noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5405392059469524589.post-1443670105633877892009-11-03T21:42:00.001-05:002009-11-03T21:44:38.707-05:00

Mark Leyner and Billy Goldberg, M.D. are a HIT.this book is hilarious. and i'm only halfway through but i already feel like a real (fake) doctor!hilarious, sharp, witty, and a great read.pick it up.

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Artificial Happiness is the title of a book I've been meaning to pick up and start reading for months.Today I did just that, and I have to say, Its not really what I expected.I realize that there are a lot of downsides to anti-depressants, but the author is seriously biased.He really hates these drugs and everything they do, saying they allow people to "stupefy themselves." I've never met a

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i'd rather not lose people.i'd rather get along with them.even if things are a little weird.also, my cat is crazy, but hopefully he'll recover.

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You have some serious goals.They are incredibly high, but i know you'll reach them.Along the way you may lose some people, but they were only holding you back.Its not worth your time to fret over such people.Honestly, they are just dead weight for society to carry around.Don't ever lose your focus, the most important thing in your life right now is school.Because in the future you will be a

NUCLEARnicolehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08484454094411752235noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5405392059469524589.post-27565984593467590992009-10-14T21:30:00.001-04:002009-10-14T21:31:51.952-04:00

your lips move, but i can't hear what you're saying.i just don't understand what you're subliminally trying to tell me.

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SHUT UP, NO ONE CARES.

NUCLEARnicolehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08484454094411752235noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5405392059469524589.post-80246791873014222872009-10-10T23:42:00.002-04:002009-10-10T23:44:36.323-04:00

even when i'm surrounded by everyone i know,i'm constantly lonely.

NUCLEARnicolehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08484454094411752235noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5405392059469524589.post-39288926843454377402009-10-10T20:02:00.001-04:002009-10-10T20:02:50.701-04:00

you are incredibly pussy whipped for someone who's not getting any.

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i've been having a lot of trouble dealing with thoughts of my father.i feel like i need someone to pray for me.i wish i could do it myself, but i don't think god listens to me.

NUCLEARnicolehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08484454094411752235noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5405392059469524589.post-76098079596314327832009-10-07T23:12:00.002-04:002009-10-07T23:14:41.138-04:00

these words are for no one, you make me feel nothing.this is always what happens when you assume.i will not let anyone make an ass of me.you can make an ass of you though.

NUCLEARnicolehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08484454094411752235noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5405392059469524589.post-50887897289387208272009-10-07T00:15:00.003-04:002009-10-07T00:30:04.852-04:00

these go out to you.you turn my grey skies blue.you always make me happy.you make me feel loved.you are amazingly fun.you are ridiculously creative.i miss you all the time.sometimes i think you're the best person i know.we are twins. and i love it.new friends, old friends, it doesn't matter, you rule.i miss what was, every single day.i think you know what i think.

NUCLEARnicolehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08484454094411752235noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5405392059469524589.post-61065115682437049012009-10-07T00:01:00.003-04:002009-10-07T00:14:32.887-04:00

i don't have a lot to say,i never have, i never will.i'm glad you're gone,i'm glad you'll be gone for a while,i hope you never make it back.you're a bad person.you are a worthless piece of shit.you have never and will never amount to anything.you always did think you were so smart.guess you'll be proven wrong eventually.i really could not care less if i never speak to you or see you again.if you

NUCLEARnicolehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08484454094411752235noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5405392059469524589.post-60020442804354707442009-09-30T21:38:00.002-04:002009-09-30T21:40:19.671-04:00

my real problems are starting to surface.and they are so much larger than any of you could imagine.i am the only person i know who is living in the real world.everyone is in bullshit land.because their parents pay for everything for them,and they will never have to work a real day in their lives.

NUCLEARnicolehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08484454094411752235noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5405392059469524589.post-19681021376217940922009-09-28T23:07:00.001-04:002009-09-28T23:08:42.403-04:00

its always the FINAL COUNTDOWNNNNN in my head.

NUCLEARnicolehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08484454094411752235noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5405392059469524589.post-56667894454314687172009-09-25T15:30:00.000-04:002009-09-25T15:31:09.623-04:00

sometimes i'm an angry bitch.right now i'm not poetic.

NUCLEARnicolehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08484454094411752235noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5405392059469524589.post-76764915581444158262009-09-24T00:43:00.001-04:002009-09-24T00:44:57.314-04:00

"i want the chords to resonate and seamlessly progress like me and you to we"what do i do now?don't steal my words.

NUCLEARnicolehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08484454094411752235noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5405392059469524589.post-78556217364341747612009-09-15T23:17:00.002-04:002009-09-15T23:27:48.918-04:00

lately i've been feeling very different.like everyone around me is in middle school and i just got skipped ahead a grade.i think it might be because i realized that i'm actually learning things in the hardest subjects offered at this school. or the fact that i have a clear, set goal for myself that i can't wait to reach and will do anything to get to.the only thing i think about anymore is being

NUCLEARnicolehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08484454094411752235noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5405392059469524589.post-13640225586754562652009-09-11T19:58:00.001-04:002009-09-11T19:59:58.211-04:00

i did baddddd on my first physics test.BUT, now i know how to study for them.AND, my mom is coming tomorrow.AND, i'm hardcore studying right now and getting some shit done.its pretty awesome.so all in all i'm feeling pretty good.and superior to everyone else because i'm a genius.haha.

NUCLEARnicolehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08484454094411752235noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5405392059469524589.post-4329940339301510692009-09-10T23:43:00.001-04:002009-09-10T23:44:21.509-04:00

first test tomorrow.physics. grossssss.ne opinion poll, since it seems to be an issue amongst some people i know:is it ok to like a friends sibling?i vote no.what do you say?

NUCLEARnicolehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08484454094411752235noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5405392059469524589.post-11728596897803828992009-09-08T22:32:00.001-04:002009-09-08T22:33:58.472-04:00

i am in love with THE HOOD INTERNET.its fucking awesome.check out "the reeling police"and "alcohol forever" and download mixtape 3.no regrets here.

NUCLEARnicolehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08484454094411752235noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5405392059469524589.post-39727350299737660622009-09-07T01:01:00.003-04:002009-09-07T01:04:36.742-04:00

spice world, jurassic park, 2 hours of 90's pop.fucking awesome.and seriously?hot.

NUCLEARnicolehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08484454094411752235noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5405392059469524589.post-89969224927887677422009-09-02T23:20:00.002-04:002009-09-02T23:23:18.859-04:00

I won't even be at your funeral. I'll be here, doing homework and listening to my roommates bitch because for once they're not getting exactly what they want.I wish I had never come to this school.The good times do not outweigh the bad.Things are only getting worse.I'll be as pessimistic as I fucking want too, my last grandparent died today.I'm so tired of people taking my focus off my goals.

NUCLEARnicolehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08484454094411752235noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5405392059469524589.post-72668899922911178192009-08-27T09:33:00.004-04:002009-08-28T00:17:11.801-04:00

a list by nicole riverabeing lizzie's roommatewatching tv at my house with my brother and sistermy dog scoobycola hall floor 10 freshman yeargoing to good/random house partiesreading for funbeing able to go days without sleepU101 lunch trioregular chemistry (not organic)DORMLIFE the showhigh school friends :(times when my friendships were simple and fungiant dinners with everyone we kneweasy

NUCLEARnicolehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08484454094411752235noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5405392059469524589.post-62896758073988051822009-08-25T00:38:00.003-04:002009-08-25T00:40:28.781-04:00

i have had "grounds for divorce" by elbow stuck in my head for days.it pretty much rules.i'm really ready for the next season of House to start.and How I met your mother.i feel like my life will be more 'meaningful' and 'complete' when i know for sure that house doesn't remain in an insane asylum forever.as my model for future goals, i'd like to know that he can make it.

NUCLEARnicolehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08484454094411752235noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5405392059469524589.post-27174374210693371282009-08-22T16:15:00.003-04:002009-08-22T16:17:17.498-04:00

i'm escaping later and i cant wait.i'm not particularly angry right now, i'm just sad.everyone was just so inconsiderate.its like i have no voice in this apartment.i'm ruining my makeup.i never get any respect. i cant wait to be a doctor working in a city where nobody i know can find me.and people will have to take me seriously.

NUCLEARnicolehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08484454094411752235noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5405392059469524589.post-23456364896008661152009-07-23T11:37:00.002-04:002009-07-23T11:43:42.351-04:00

I feel as though things are slowly looking up for me.I can only pray that everything works out the way it should.I'm going home this weekend.When I come back to Columbia, things will be different.School is the only thing I care about. Getting the education it will take to become Dr. Nicole Rivera Ph.D. is the most importantthing in the world to me.Everyone's bullshit is out the door.The living

NUCLEARnicolehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08484454094411752235noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5405392059469524589.post-34036607353984006982009-07-22T18:53:00.003-04:002009-07-22T18:58:19.659-04:00

like i have hundreds of parents constantly watching me.i'm not looking forward to move-out this week,or move-in in august.i hate moving.and i'm currently pretty annoyed with most of the people i know.i just don't get how some people can be so stupid.

NUCLEARnicolehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08484454094411752235noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5405392059469524589.post-53368513436272932262009-07-18T18:59:00.002-04:002009-07-18T19:02:46.655-04:00

i feel like i've lost myself in a seaof what everyone else wants me to be.i have a lot of things to figure out if i'm going to be ableto continue working towards becoming a doctor.i'm definitely going to need some help.i'm hoping medicine can fix me,because i have no other hope.breakdown time for now.

NUCLEARnicolehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08484454094411752235noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5405392059469524589.post-31458772012745178552009-07-17T23:31:00.003-04:002009-07-17T23:33:05.913-04:00

last night was exhausting.i'm still in the process of recovering.i'm pretty skeeved out by everything right now.i'm not a delinquent, and i dont want my lifestyle to say otherwise.i intend to have an incredible professional future as a respected scientist.and i'm going to fix all the problems i've created for myself somehow.i know i can do it.

NUCLEARnicolehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08484454094411752235noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5405392059469524589.post-8387925672167448462009-07-12T21:13:00.003-04:002009-07-12T21:17:11.346-04:00

i seriously feel like such an idiot right now.all i can think about is how our economy is in a recession and i THREW AWAY the money to pay for school. i fucking threw away my full-ride. and for what? a few drinks? a few extra naps? a few people who might not even matter in the long run? WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME?i worked 12 years to get where i am, in college, bright future, full ride and

NUCLEARnicolehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08484454094411752235noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5405392059469524589.post-83107969072765185712009-07-11T21:18:00.002-04:002009-07-11T21:18:58.975-04:00

all i want in the whole world is a cat.i'm going to get one.despite one gross yuppy homosexual's allergies.fuck him.i want my cat.

NUCLEARnicolehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08484454094411752235noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5405392059469524589.post-49981853894893801462009-07-09T22:03:00.000-04:002009-07-09T22:04:21.573-04:00

my teeth hurt really bad.i did things today, like FINALLY officially changing my major to biology.but i don't feel accomplished, i feel icky.:/

NUCLEARnicolehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08484454094411752235noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5405392059469524589.post-20040416790713702982009-07-09T01:22:00.003-04:002009-07-09T01:22:37.472-04:00

i still feel like this VVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVV

NUCLEARnicolehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08484454094411752235noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5405392059469524589.post-47193698096376778862009-07-06T00:09:00.001-04:002009-07-06T00:10:47.319-04:00

semi annoyed with everything right now.i REALLY REALLY wish i had a cat.like desperately.i'm such a crazy cat lady in the making.

NUCLEARnicolehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08484454094411752235noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5405392059469524589.post-37549162523205655452009-07-03T03:24:00.001-04:002009-07-03T03:24:43.817-04:00

everyone on the internet is so tacky.everything that people like these days...TACKY.the world is a gross gross place.i must fix it.

NUCLEARnicolehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08484454094411752235noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5405392059469524589.post-73109321139751294362009-06-28T23:31:00.002-04:002009-06-28T23:35:55.388-04:00

its my birthday in a few minutes.i want these things:

NUCLEARnicolehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08484454094411752235noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5405392059469524589.post-51873104787011038702009-06-25T21:42:00.001-04:002009-06-25T21:44:39.301-04:00

made a new outfit for the atl.superrrrr excited.got 12 packs and intend to drink ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLL DAY.my life is good right now.

NUCLEARnicolehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08484454094411752235noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5405392059469524589.post-47598919400792819712009-06-24T21:09:00.002-04:002009-06-24T21:11:06.479-04:00

i'm so excited for friday.i heard TI was out of jail already haha, maybe i'll meet him.i love the ATL. i miss georgia so much. sometimes i wish i'd gone to school there.life would probably be a lot easier, but a lot different.

NUCLEARnicolehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08484454094411752235noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5405392059469524589.post-29962814868590404192009-06-22T19:46:00.005-04:002009-06-22T23:28:50.449-04:00

i fully believe Ernesto "Che" Guevara was right.my birthday is in 7 days.i have no plans except final exams./*EDIT:i really miss energy drinks and caffeine pills.like all of a sudden. a lot. */

NUCLEARnicolehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08484454094411752235noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5405392059469524589.post-72908199092478514582009-06-21T14:29:00.001-04:002009-06-21T14:31:02.606-04:00

apartment disaster,but all in all a fun night courtesy of the city of columbia.reparations are sweet.i've been having really strange dreams lately.

NUCLEARnicolehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08484454094411752235noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5405392059469524589.post-27658200188345633442009-06-20T02:05:00.001-04:002009-06-20T02:05:56.039-04:00

i would just like to thank the city of columbia for FINALLY paying me reparations for all of the bullshit you've given me.this makes up for it. mostly.

NUCLEARnicolehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08484454094411752235noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5405392059469524589.post-35980205135487112962009-06-19T12:49:00.002-04:002009-06-19T12:58:59.547-04:00

i had a really happy dream last night.probably one of the best i've had in a long time.it was completely unrealistic, but it was nice to wake up feeling good.

NUCLEARnicolehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08484454094411752235noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5405392059469524589.post-55596183669922035032009-06-18T00:37:00.004-04:002009-06-18T00:58:51.233-04:00

i felt pretty good today.i started taking DHEA, which is supposed to help with concentration.i don't know that it will work, but i wanted to try it.i like trying new medicines to see how they affect the human body and pushing different medicines to their limits.its risky sometimes, but also fun.i'm more than halfway through summer classes, thank god, then i can have a break for a while.lizzie and

NUCLEARnicolehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08484454094411752235noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5405392059469524589.post-27594086968694914212009-06-16T00:41:00.001-04:002009-06-16T00:41:56.992-04:00

uhh. wtf?i have no idea why.

NUCLEARnicolehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08484454094411752235noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5405392059469524589.post-60342125263399459332009-06-13T21:16:00.002-04:002009-06-14T00:06:15.891-04:00

i'm ready to have fun again.and i want this shirt reallllllllllllllly bad.

NUCLEARnicolehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08484454094411752235noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5405392059469524589.post-11904309658649094022009-06-12T17:51:00.003-04:002009-06-12T17:54:32.269-04:00

i've taught myself how to make so many delicious foods!includinggranolaoven fried chickenhoney butterchicken and stuffing bakehomemade gravy from ramen flavoring (omg, deliciousss)chicken parmesanfried riceteriyaki chickenchiliand more.i'm pretty proud of myself.i really miss my brother and sister.i hope they'll get to visit me tomorrow.i need more sarcastic brats in my life. ones who are just

NUCLEARnicolehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08484454094411752235noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5405392059469524589.post-16690604260563213182009-06-10T23:05:00.001-04:002009-06-10T23:05:18.966-04:00

its a good show.kudos to lizzie for this one.:)

NUCLEARnicolehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08484454094411752235noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5405392059469524589.post-72011663215441820062009-06-09T23:05:00.002-04:002009-06-09T23:18:55.775-04:00

i'm pretty tired of being bitched at.apparently everyone in the whole world can share their opinions except me.i'm glad my "friends" value me so much.

NUCLEARnicolehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08484454094411752235noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5405392059469524589.post-561170378084583692009-06-08T22:14:00.003-04:002009-06-08T22:16:36.141-04:00

lately i've been filled with massive amounts of resentment.i try really hard not to let things get to me,i really do.but once someone starts bothering me, it doesn't stop until i hate them.every single thing they do makes me angry. every stupid fucking word they say,every one of my friends they talk to. only makes it worse.and right now its out of control.some people just don't know how to stop.i

NUCLEARnicolehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08484454094411752235noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5405392059469524589.post-35346037978914083032009-06-06T22:29:00.002-04:002009-06-06T22:30:50.091-04:00

what the fuck.

NUCLEARnicolehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08484454094411752235noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5405392059469524589.post-84094476514992003802009-06-06T16:10:00.002-04:002009-06-06T16:14:34.809-04:00

*****it was really awesome.super hilarious, the kind of partying people like me dream of.i cant wait to turn 21 and go to vegas and not remember anything.Plus: Bradley cooper is way hot, and ed helms is SO GREAT. so funny.getting drunk tonight to pretend like my life is like that.

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